Lucky Wren

What I See, & How I See It

DREAMS

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I’m sitting here just thinking to myself.
I’m wondering where you are, if you’re doing well.
I haven’t seen you in forever. Have you thought of me?
Looking back, I remember how you used to be.

Last night I had a dream, a dream with you and me.
We were both laughing, laughing at everything.
But it was just a dream. It didn’t mean anything,
Cause you were never happy when you were with me.

You were never there for me. You were always somewhere else,
And you could never love me cause you only loved yourself.
But thing that hurts the most was the day I walked away,
And you just let me go. You never looked at me.

I threw away your pictures. All except this one.
I keep it so I remember, remember how it was.
Cause I don’t want to become anything like you.
I want something better. I deserve better than you.

Well, thanks to you, I got back my life.
It’s taken a while, but I’m getting better all the time.
I’m over you. That’s what I tell myself.
But if that were true, then why do I dream of you?

You were never there for me. You were always somewhere else.
And you could never love me, cause you only loved yourself.
But the thing that hurts the most, the one thing you did me,
Was when you let me go, you saved me.

You’ll never change, and I can’t live that way.
But something in me just wont stop hoping.
Hoping that one day you’ll come find me.
But that’s another dream…yeah, that’s another dream.

You were never there for me. You were always somewhere else.
And you could never love me, cause you only loved yourself.
But the thing that hurts the most, the one thing that still haunts me,
You may have let me go, but you chase me in my dreams.

~ AA (2004)

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